I also need good thoughts and prayers

MLM77721 · #1 (**permalink**) 07-15-2002, 07:08 AM

I am still going through a hard time with this break up... I have been told I am thinking/talking about it too much, but thats how I deal with issues.

I really do not want to make an enemy out of my ex-fiance, I care for him too much. But I also don't want to make him sick of me. Its a delicate balance that I am not sure I am doing correctly.

Also my family is going through a hard time. We have lost 3 this past year and now my aunt is in the hospital in ICU... not doing well. She is in the last stages of MS, she has Colon cancer, they took the colon but now there is an abces (sp?) in her stomach and she will probably never eat normally again. She cannot breathe on her own, so she is on a respirator but is also restrained because she pulls the tubes out.

Things are really crazy right now in my life.... if my aunt dies, that will be #13 of people who were close to me, either friend/family. And thats all within 1 year. Very emotional times right now.

See my signature line for my lifes motto right now....

Debbie42 · #2 (**permalink**) 07-15-2002, 08:24 PM

I will keep you and your aunt in my prayers. Just remember that prayer changes things. Please don't be so hard on yourself and look for the negitive in things cause sometimes if you do that is all you can find. I hope things start working out for you soon.