Prayers again please

[misothere]

Finger's crossed for all "the sharing" to be "the best for the girls"!

[june72]

Well y'all here we go again!

Jodie's mom is now in the hospital......has been all week. I just got the news yesterday! She has to have a stint put in her heart, has a very bad infection and something is going on bc they are putting a colostomy bag on her. Please pray for her! I think she has been having troubles for a long time she just kept them quiet! Then with Jodie passing then the girls just was more than she could handle! I just pray she can pull her self together and heal for the girls!


I am so tired of all this death!

[june72]

Sorry I guess I should explain why I am so tired of all this death! I am sure most know, but for those who don't!
Nov. 20, 2003 My mommy died, next was two of her brothers, Cliff and Herald, in 2004 (they died the same day) then my bil, Lawrence, was in a accident in July and died in Dec of 2006, then in 2007 so far I have lost 2 of my first cousins, Jodie and Jack! Then the best man from my wedding died of throat cancer a couple weeks ago! Now my aunt having such a rough time! I am suprised I am sane!

[misothere]

Hi Helen,

If you can be sane thru' "all that" - you give me inspiration to "stay sane"!! When I'm having a bummer day - I'll go back & read your last entry & hopefully it'll "bring me back into daily focus"!

We both gotta' stay strong.....................
Luv Lisa

[june72]

Hi Lisa! Sorry I didn't mean to say all that. I was just having a rough day and needed someone to talk to.
The Lord is my rock, my strength! Without him I am nothing and can do nothing!
Thanks for thinking of me!

You hang in there too!

[misothere]

Never say sorry for needing to let your feelings flow!
It's healthier than keeping them bottled up when days are tough!

Honestly forget the "Rock", the Lord is your "Boulder" with all that's gone on for you & your are becoming a "Mountain of strength" which you have passed some on to me.

[june72]

Thanks Lisa! Hubby is so good at listening, but he has so much right now that I hate to bother him when I feel down!

You can say that again! He sure is my boulder! lol I don't know about a mountain of strength! I am just hanging onto the Lord and trusting Him to get me thru!
You have no idea how much of a inspiration you are to me! Thank you!

[misothere]

I followed your advice about leaving my problems at our Lords feet. We have rec'd 1 month's supply of medical care stuff free from Cancer Ctr. & got letter saying we are BOTH enrolled in state insurance plan.

Still "dealing" with trying to make us "Eligible" by picking Primary Care Drs who accept the plan - but I "trust" that it'll all work out.

I have stopped "stressing" over finding a job right now 'cuz of the care my husband needs at the moment - sometimes 3-3:30AM with new medical "life" issue!

[june72]

WOW Lisa that is great news! I told you the Lord would supply! I am so happy that this is working out!

Don't worry God doesn't do things half way! He will get everything worked out for you both! Keep trusting Him as you are!

Yes continue to not stress.......Vic needs you worry free (as you can be)

Still praying that things will continue to fall into place!

[misothere]

Thanx & I'm praying things all work out too.

How are the girls & how's Jodies mom doing??

[katlnhats]

Hi Helen,
Wow, you're really going through a lot and we "all" have bad days when everything seems really wrong. It's normal and we're human. It's OK to have them - we do know how you feel to an extent but you're still the one going through all of it, you know? Prayers and sending hugs to and for you. Enough is enough, right!?
Hugs,
Marilyn
PS: How is she doing?

[misothere]

I'll just get to the point........
How the heck is "everybody"?

[june72]

Girls I am so sorry I have missed this. Things have really been busy lately. Margie is doing better. The girls are still with their dad, but I am pretty sure they are getting to see her. I have been so busy that I haven't had the chance to talk to anyone.
We took the boys to a friends cabin on Friday night and came back late today. To tell you the truth.....that was the first night in ages that I slept all night long! It was great, no phones, tv, traffic, just us five and the woods around us.
The boys are feeling much better.....thank God! I have my moments! I did go Thursday afternoon and cleaned the leaves off moms grave and spent time just talking to her...kinda catching her up on the boys and telling her how proud she would be of them! Sure do miss her!

Marilyn....thanks! I hope things are good with you all! I will try to get to more posting when things settle down! I miss talking to y'all!
Lisa.....thanks to you and I sure do miss talking to ya to!

[misothere]

We all missed you too & glad things seem okay.
I was getting kinda' worried there I must admit!!

So nice to hear you got some restful quiet time away & the boys are much better.

I'm sorry you have bad days - but nice you still "talk" to & "update" your mom on your family - she loves that!

I can't believe I don't have "more bad days" thinking about my mom now with all this going on with Vic, but it must just be to make me stronger & more compassionate for what he's now to go thru...... :-(

[katlnhats]

Helen,
That's great that you got to get away. It's probably the best thing you could've done. It sounds like she's getting better and that's great. I know what it's like to feel like "enough is enough and more than enough" and we might all be a little insane, but we'll be stronger being insane together! LOL Sorry, had to say that.
That's great, that you went and talked to your Mom - I talk to Mom and Dad from here - for me and this is "just me", it's like they're not there, but in Heaven so I'm figuring they're listening wherever I am!
Lisa, you hang in there too.
Hugs,
Marilyn