[maura_x3]

i dont know if youre going to see this but i came across it and i wanted to say something so i made one of these. im 16 i live in america.. today is 8 weeks since my mom passed away it was the hardest thing ive ever had to deal with i have a dad and brothers but my mom was my best friend ever and i completely understand what your saying about feeling alone because even with all my friends and family i feel like i ahve no one because i dont have my mom. im going to a dance with a kid that only my mom really got how much i liked and the only person i want to tell is her my dad and brothers could care less about it other than "oh im gonna beat him up if he touches you" its the worst thing ever i randomley breakdown and i dont know what to do i broke down and could hardly breathe at soccer cause my coach sed so how are you doing ? and it feels like nothing will ever be right.. i dont know what to do with myself. i would really like to talk to you my email is maura_x3@yahoo.com so if you ever see this email me another thing is a friend of mine got me a journal and when im really upset i write in it or i walk to the cemetary and just talk to my mom out loud and everything it really helps me. my mom was like a mother to alot of kids especially one friend of mine and the day of a memorial mass for my mom he told me his parents were making him move the only person i could think of who could make him not move was my mom she would take him in in a second and so at the mass i just cried and prayed that she could take a second from socializing in heaven and help me get him to stay .. later that dayy his mom called and asked if i could move in and i just knew my mom made that happen cause u couldnt go on without her AND him. everything reminds me of her and i just wish she was here im so sorry about your mom and again please email me♥