Heartfelt thanks to all of you, for the words and hugs
I knew it would be rough, but I wasn't prepared for just how much this has thrown me for a loop
HattieLee, that picture of the pumpkin dog- looks just like my Ewok!
I made a good choice in a Cockapoo- most folks I have talked to that have them say they lived a long time.
Thanks again, y'all. I am so glad this site is here so I don't have to tell it to every clerk in every store, etc.
p.s. Although I have been going around showing his picture and telling about him to a FEW stores, lol.