You've got my sympathy - I am so sorry that you had to go through this - it really shakes you up - but stay focused on the positive, that you and your son are A-O-K - and that is really all that matters.
Things have a way of working out for the best, we don't always know it at the time - I always think that things could have been worse and consider myself lucky -
Keep the chin up - sending you positive and healthy and happy energy...
((((((((((hugs))))))))))
